Photophile

Just watched this. The p2 psycho guy was in it yet I couldn’t help but to think about beta only. Yesterday has seen this expression of overwhelm and sheer tiredness, which means I was vulnerable and tired. Hence I don’t understand how it could have been touching but thanks for the responses haha. There are certain moments in our lives that pictures can’t capture and portray while words can’t fully describe the euphoria that is of when 5 beta get together, pictures fail to evoke certain emotions. However, moving pictures, when used correctly will make you laugh and cry, which is what xn has successfully instilled in the hearts of 5 betarians that night. American Beauty has also made me regret not holding a video camera when all of the goofiness and drama that have happened. Although if I did most of the videos would have been long and sometimes unnecessary and harder to be shared with loved ones. I think what we’d all want is to contain these memories, like how they did in Harry Potter, and put it in a jar for future’s sake. If only we could find a way to preserve the feelings, the memory. However, I wouldn’t go into doing a collection of thoughts I have on each and every one of them, seems rather scary to do so. These past 2 years, we’ve seen accumulation of friendship, secrets and events. Despite our differences, we’ve come together as a group of people and looking at other classes, I’m awfully proud to be in this one. I’d never have chosen any class over you, beta, a collection of intriguing and outspoken people. Of course there’ll be dark things that shouldn’t see the light of day when we remember beta, however if given an option to change anything about beta, I don’t suppose anyone would, we love our class, warts and all. At first I didn’t think much into being in Sri kl, part of me will always be a chsian, you’d think, ugh, rich brats, how am I gonna survive? But overtime that thought changed as we got to know one another more, they were no stereotypical brats, in time we found out that they were somehow surprising as individual, similar as a group and connected. I suppose that starts from the teasing. And yeah we do know how flawed each one of us are but I think that only strengthened our friendship because we’ve done a great job in accepting one another’s flaws and become a unit of crying men and hugging women. Sure there was the bullying that I didn’t enjoy much, but in a way I was glad of the ‘interaction’ we’ve had despite it’s awful form. To think that I’ll say goodbye to this bunch soon brought me back to primary school and deep down I know keeping in touch with each one of 5 betarians would be impossible. A reunion now and then would be just perfect. Slightest hope of reliving the memories we’ve had is a comforting thought and remedy to our post-graduation grief.